"Love & Hip Hop" fans are having a full circle moment after gaining understanding into rapper Khaotic's live your life to the fullest mantra.

As one of the franchises' most talked about reality stars, the Miami native has opened up about his traumatic past including developing PTSD after being shot at over 30 times in his life.

The "Princess Treatment" rapper recalls being shot 15 times back in 2010 during a gang-related shooting in his hometown and shot again twice in 2017 during a drive-by during the most recent episode of "The Culture Club Uncensored" on March 21.

Khaotic said he was holding two bottles of Hennessy when he was shot in both legs, his back, his face and his scalp.

"I've been shot 17 times," he said. "The first time I got shot, I got shot 15 times in an abandoned apartment... I got like, seven times in one leg, six times in one leg, the back, the scalp, the face."

The rapper added that he was set up by a woman and was intoxicated when he entered her apartment expecting a romantic evening.

"You know was crazy? No bullet hit a main artery," Khaotic continued. "When it happened, I got set up by a girl and I'm thinking, 'I'm going to her crib, the heat.' At that time, I used to drink, so I'm drunk off the Hennessy. I actually had a bottle of Hennessy in this hand, had the bottle Hennessy in his hand, I had my scrap right here on this hip," he said as he gestured to his right hip.

Khaotic said that after he let the woman know he'd arrived, she told him to come to the apartment and said it was unlocked, and he was then ambushed.

"I just walked in the apartment," he recalled. "When I walked in, it was pitch black dark in that b—h. So, I'm like, 'Man what the f—k? I remember saying, like, 'What the f—k?' And as soon as I said, 'What the f—k? Somebody grabbed me from the back."

The former "Love & Hip Hop: Miami" star added that he saw the "grim reaper floating" toward him as he tried to grab his gun.

"The first thing I did was grab my strap off my hip," he continued. "And as I'm doing it, it was like all up in one motion. I seen a n—a coming out the hallway, like floating. He wasn't walking, he was floating. The n—a looked like the Grim Reaper. He was floating, and in my mind, I knew who that was, you feel me? I'm like, 'oh yeah this is Lucifer."

"That was the devil himself. He came floating down that hallway, and I dropped his a-- and down go Lucifer."

Khaotic added that the man holding him from behind pushed him away, and he felt the first shots hit him in his right leg.

"It was really an out-of-body experience, cuz I, I didn't feel the pain. I didn't actually feel the pain. It's like my body went numb, bro....," he explained. "The last thing I remember saying was, 'All right. I'm dead.' I'm like,