Even if you find that it is your fault…God forgives, so forgive yourself and let him go before you on the matter. I’m by no way saying that you will be back to clear skies asap. I’m saying that if God is standing with you it can be done, and that is the focal point. The same unshakeable trust in God we have when everything is well, is the same trust if not more we must have when the sky appears to be falling. If we can gather the courage to magnify God in our darkest hour…we may not know how (which isn’t our concern) but we know without a doubt he will bring us out.